Good morning everyone and Happy Tuesday! I wanted to send you a quick message to let you know that I will be taking this week off from the SHERO newsletter and Twitter. (Sidebar: you know things are intense when I am not on the Tweeter.) I need to travel home to take care of my mother, who is having outpatient surgery and who will be FINE — she just needs me. My new kitten Poe and I will be headed home to get some much-needed family time, especially after Christmas was canceled.
I am also still struggling with significant Covid long-hauler symptoms, including this insane fatigue that makes me feel useless. I set my plan on Sunday, which was to do a full week, get prepared to travel, travel, and take care of things at home. After needing to sleep for fifteen hours last night, I have just realized I simply can’t do it. I’m trying not to beat myself up, but I’m crying as I write this. I have always had to push myself harder so I am used to that — the fear of taking your foot off of the gas pedal and applying the brake, as a woman, is palpable.
I will be doing my SHERO podcast on Friday, possibly from the surgical center, which could be especially fun if I can get my mom on while she is heavily drugged. (This is a joke, I would never do that... or would I?) I hope you will download the Callin app here and consider calling in to talk to me, I would love to hear from you. I would also love to hear your comments below, especially from anyone who is experiencing the long-term side effects of Covid. I think we forget about how many of us are struggling as we maneuver through our own obstacle course of recovering and it might help someone else who is reading this.
I apologize, I hope you understand, and I can’t thank you enough for your ongoing support, which keeps me going a lot these days. See you next week when I hope to resume a full schedule.
There is NOTHING wrong with taking a break. Don’t beat yourself up. Who or What is more important than yourself and family?!
Amee, I'm proud of you for this. I know it goes against every fiber of who you are. Long COVID is brutal. Taking care of you and mom and Poe is what you need. Looking forward to SHERO on Friday. 💜